Ummm... Boo

This is how I feel right now = meh, blah, yuck

I hate when plans change and things fall through. Unfortunately, this seems to happen to me frequently. So strike the trip to Vegas, we're probably not going. Circumstances have changed and other people's plans have changed and in short, I'm bummed.

Really bummed. Really, really sad. I know I'm gonna get over it, but this whole "not going to Vegas" has put me in a really sour mood. I think it's just symptomatic of my life right now. No plans, always in flux, always a cluttered mess.

I'm over it! Going for a walk need to be outside today.

This is how I need to feel = happy.

I gotta snap out of it. In a rut! In a rut!

Sorry this post is like stream of consciousness. But, it is what it is. Arg.